In the latest edition of "The Loder Files," we head back to 1994, when Kurt Loder spoke with Courtney Love in the wake of Kurt Cobain's suicide.
She talked about the long -- and nearly impossible -- road to recovering from her husband's death: "I don't know, I haven't processed things. I'm just working...I'm putting one foot in front of the other but I'm numb."
Love also talked about their daughter Frances Bean, who was only two years old when Cobain took his own life. "He prayed every night," she told Loder, surprising many Nirvana fans. "He taught our daughter how to pray." She wonders aloud if maybe having a son would have been even harder, since she feels that "the male progeny of a dead celebrity I think might have a harder time."
But most surreal of all is the moment when Love admits how hard it is to help a toddler process the death of her incredibly famous father. "Daddy's a little like Barney," she says, "because he's on TV. And there's videos of Daddy, so we can see Daddy on TV."
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